Thats a long time to not write
To not talk to someone about all this
The kids are grown
2 have married
I thought they were getting along
I was wrong
At least about 1 of them
She's "not in the right headspace"
She goes to counseling but now she wants no contact
What the hell do I do? I try and fix it because I was never allowed to just go no contact where the other person actually realized it.
I need to get over myself and realize that they are adults and they need to figure it out on their own
I need to just stop
Its like dealing with my sister and brother all over again
That tree looks good, maybe I can hide there and not deal with any of them anymore
